Bare chested to the sun
I realise my body as spheres
In orbit of sensations
Held together by tendons
As snippable as gravitational pulls
I’m trying to driftwood each bit of me stripped
Clean by disbelief of morning
Bleach their bones
Their afterlife can still hold warmth
The flies are coming for me already
Suckle this satisfaction from my capillaries
I can’t drip-feed happiness but I’m content
To share in my morsels
Like the crumbs the birds dainty picked
from around our sandy toes
Tiny shells
Beaches full of sunbathing ghosts
Blanched by sun and sea
They’re claiming my paleness
Driftwood, shingle
Hallucinations shared
What tiny possession have these flies injected me with
What pocket of their own shadow
Itching like larva sacks beneath my skin
This is why I don’t have the strength
To let more than a few at my flesh
I’m more than a blood bag
I’ve my own infestation of shadows
Itching for lemons on the grass
And crescent moon scabs
And rust on stones