How a plant holds tight its circle of original soil
Rifting the new
I can’t separate the roots
As hard as I try to shoot away
There are things buried
In the cold-toed earth beneath me
These ghosts feed me
in ways sunshine couldn’t
The way night-walks and the sight of mushrooms
And men crying does
Bald and unsightly
I buried so many little girls
In my back-garden
Beside cat skeletons
Under a tree where plums swelled and dropped soggy rotten
A part of me doesn’t know how dead-
Who the culprit
Whether I buried them alive
But she did die
She died
Over and over
And she is my cold roots
So many tiny toes
Rows and rows
There are so many new parts of me
So many circles drawn in salt
To exorcise the ghosts of mourning
It’s the old organs that feel wrong in my body
Like my flesh is trying to push my history from me
You can’t kill your own shadow
She scratches with my cat at the back door
She’s waiting at the window
She’s a wolf-child
You hear me?
She’s got such sharp little teeth
Dragon-hands
I love you like my little brother
Tree climber
Dog licker
Nettle-lipped with blackberry kisses
Let’s touch toes
Mine bigger and colder always breaking
I forget that you’re tangible still
The vastest organ
Skin, apple muscles
Extra-fingered collar-bones
Child of myself
Spirit and whole and live and dead
My baby ghost
Beautifully written
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Thank you!! (o:
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Most welcome
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Imagery is beautiful!!! Great poem!!!
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I’m very grateful you think so!! Thank you XD
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NP. Great job!!!
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Powerful and moving, definitely worth reading again. Beautifully crafted.
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wow thank you! I’m so glad you enjoyed it! (o:
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